Although I was incredibly nervous, our first sex weekend was pretty good and we both wanted more. I was now really motivated. I wanted an entire makeover. While I had been leaning over that mirror, trying to get the right angle to see what to shave, I noticed that my chubby face and loose neck just sort of pooled around the sides of my face. I looked like a human pug. How was I going to ever be able to be on top, leaning over him? That was not a sexy look.